I don't know how to deal with this?

Don't worry,It is not your fault.There is no need to worry about any thing happened, without our fault.Whoever, did the wrong to you, was not in their good mentallity,think that,they were haunted by their bad pschyic mentallity,So,let forgive them,As a child,you were a innocent baby,there is no need to worry, about any thing happened to you.